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You mistimed your call but that's okay. I'll still get back to you. Leave me a message.
[BEEEEEP]
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You mistimed your call but that's okay. I'll still get back to you. Leave me a message.
[BEEEEEP]
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Not a bomb.
But something yeah.
Want your own customized hoverboard?
Or a filtration system.
For the weird shit in the ocean.
But something yeah.
Want your own customized hoverboard?
Or a filtration system.
For the weird shit in the ocean.
i get like that sometimes.
needing to build shit
or you might start breaking too much shit to fix.
building is better.
recently got a spot in crenshaw as a workshop
want to see it?
needing to build shit
or you might start breaking too much shit to fix.
building is better.
recently got a spot in crenshaw as a workshop
want to see it?
mine isn't a business.
could be i guess.
the guy who gave me the keys don't want it.
no time on his hands to do anything with it.
could be i guess.
the guy who gave me the keys don't want it.
no time on his hands to do anything with it.
collaboration is only happening if we get equal billing.
but keep talking i'm interested.
but keep talking i'm interested.
oh oh oh! well, im a pretty GREAT boss, i have u know.
see i got a coworker
he runs my gift shop.
and whatev we make in that day, i split it 50/50 w/ him. with U on board, i'll split 3 ways equally.
EVEN when u got smth going on. i havent heard from my coworker for a lil while. guess hes sick?? but im still splitting. whatev he comes back, ill give him his share. cant have my worker go hungry u know???
OH hold on, let me get my T O P S E C R E T project. 😃
see i got a coworker
he runs my gift shop.
and whatev we make in that day, i split it 50/50 w/ him. with U on board, i'll split 3 ways equally.
EVEN when u got smth going on. i havent heard from my coworker for a lil while. guess hes sick?? but im still splitting. whatev he comes back, ill give him his share. cant have my worker go hungry u know???
OH hold on, let me get my T O P S E C R E T project. 😃
["TOPSECRET?" Yeah that's not concerning at all when she's already asking him to build bombs. What have you been up to Jinx...]
do you know where the guy lives
you could ask him anyone has seen him
nicely
[Since people do go missing too much around here.]
do you know where the guy lives
you could ask him anyone has seen him
nicely
[Since people do go missing too much around here.]
(the next message he will receive is a selfie. but not of her face but of holding something dangerously familiar. and after that image gets send okay, she then text: )
lookie lookie what i got again! i havent tested it out yet. working on my lil base for it to sit on. THEN ill see if this baby still got what it takes.
ill let u watch if u waaaaannnnnttt to. 😏
lookie lookie what i got again! i havent tested it out yet. working on my lil base for it to sit on. THEN ill see if this baby still got what it takes.
ill let u watch if u waaaaannnnnttt to. 😏
Edited 2023-03-17 07:01 (UTC)
[There is going to be a noticeable pause between messages here.]
Hextech? Is someone remaking it here?
[Can they not go through that again. He might get along with Viktor so far, but that doesn't mean he trusts most shit that comes out of Piltover.]
Hextech? Is someone remaking it here?
[Can they not go through that again. He might get along with Viktor so far, but that doesn't mean he trusts most shit that comes out of Piltover.]
what do you even want it for?
we can build better shit on our own.
we can build better shit on our own.
for real?
i thought you were making friends
everywhere i go i run into someone who knows you
did something happen?
i thought you were making friends
everywhere i go i run into someone who knows you
did something happen?
people don't have to like what you say.
you talk a lot of shit.
no one has to like that.
but they can go the fuck off their own way
let you do your own thing.
it's none of their damn business unless you want it to be.
they aren't the only people around.
you talk a lot of shit.
no one has to like that.
but they can go the fuck off their own way
let you do your own thing.
it's none of their damn business unless you want it to be.
they aren't the only people around.
HA SEE!
this is why i adore u SOOOOOO much boy savior.
u know how my mind works and how i do things.
juuuust like i know all the gears in urs.
vi doesnt even get me and SHE is suppose to be my big sis.
but i guess shes been locked away so maybe she has an excuse.
or else MAYBE she wouldnt be so quick to take everyones side all the time.
yea ok. i get it. im a ~ D A N G E R ~ and everyone should ~ L O O K OUT FOR ME !!! 😱😱😱 ~~
but if i rly wanted to destroy this place or shoot someone down, i would had done it the first week i got here. not freaking 7 months in.
unless someone RLY gets in my hair. even then. why when the dead just comes back?
the whole point of going away is to GO AWAY.
btw btw btw. did u know there someone here who eats ppl? rly. when you die, he might come by and gobble u up whole. idk about u but i think thats WAY MORE crazy AND CONCERNING than whatever i say on the network.
or when i talk about how i get rly amped up when i hurt someone.
this is why i adore u SOOOOOO much boy savior.
u know how my mind works and how i do things.
juuuust like i know all the gears in urs.
vi doesnt even get me and SHE is suppose to be my big sis.
but i guess shes been locked away so maybe she has an excuse.
or else MAYBE she wouldnt be so quick to take everyones side all the time.
yea ok. i get it. im a ~ D A N G E R ~ and everyone should ~ L O O K OUT FOR ME !!! 😱😱😱 ~~
but if i rly wanted to destroy this place or shoot someone down, i would had done it the first week i got here. not freaking 7 months in.
unless someone RLY gets in my hair. even then. why when the dead just comes back?
the whole point of going away is to GO AWAY.
btw btw btw. did u know there someone here who eats ppl? rly. when you die, he might come by and gobble u up whole. idk about u but i think thats WAY MORE crazy AND CONCERNING than whatever i say on the network.
or when i talk about how i get rly amped up when i hurt someone.
there's a lot of shit here weirder than you.
the zealots from a few months back
the chocolate drug dealer
i know this rich posh guy who's a vampire
a guy who eats corpses? yeah shit's fucked, but it fits.
don't mean everybody likes it when someone talks up hurting people for shits and giggles
people think you mean it
guess you're too convincing
i don't like it either
but i'm not running your life.
and it ain't their damn business either.
you're not here for them.
do shit for yourself.
to be who you want for yourself.
fuck their bullshit.
the zealots from a few months back
the chocolate drug dealer
i know this rich posh guy who's a vampire
a guy who eats corpses? yeah shit's fucked, but it fits.
don't mean everybody likes it when someone talks up hurting people for shits and giggles
people think you mean it
guess you're too convincing
i don't like it either
but i'm not running your life.
and it ain't their damn business either.
you're not here for them.
do shit for yourself.
to be who you want for yourself.
fuck their bullshit.
what if
one of those ppl is someone ure dating?
or
WERE dating?
what do u do when uve tried rly rly hard to show despite it all theres more to u?
yea, u get a thrill from hurting ppl, killing, and mayhem. and u get its bad b/c ppl say it to u a million damn times. but... its just smth u rly cant help.
u cant help that ur brain gets so attracted to it and u enjoy it. its a feeling u cant rly stop and sometimes u dont want it to stop b/c it just feels nice. its like telling someone to stop gardening or stop reading a book u enjoy.
u try to show SUM control by not doing it, just... talk about it at least b/c what other way to feel it besides going out and kill the beasts around here?
so u think maybe. just maybe talking about it and hurting the monsters would be enough, but it isnt. its still off putting and scares off the person ure dating. even when u try ur damnest that u CAN be... loving and caring and... uve shown them that.
its like...no matter what u do, no one will like u b/c ure different.
one of those ppl is someone ure dating?
or
WERE dating?
what do u do when uve tried rly rly hard to show despite it all theres more to u?
yea, u get a thrill from hurting ppl, killing, and mayhem. and u get its bad b/c ppl say it to u a million damn times. but... its just smth u rly cant help.
u cant help that ur brain gets so attracted to it and u enjoy it. its a feeling u cant rly stop and sometimes u dont want it to stop b/c it just feels nice. its like telling someone to stop gardening or stop reading a book u enjoy.
u try to show SUM control by not doing it, just... talk about it at least b/c what other way to feel it besides going out and kill the beasts around here?
so u think maybe. just maybe talking about it and hurting the monsters would be enough, but it isnt. its still off putting and scares off the person ure dating. even when u try ur damnest that u CAN be... loving and caring and... uve shown them that.
its like...no matter what u do, no one will like u b/c ure different.
[Shit. It's pretty obvious to see where all of this is coming from, what must have happened for Jinx to be asking these kind of questions--to be dealing with this level of confusion and...hurt? Yeah, he can see how this probably went down and none of it looks good.
It's what he worried would happen. That Chizuru was too naïve and nice and innocent, giving Jinx a chance, but when Jinx didn't change fast enough, grind down all the jagged parts of herself that cut and stab and slice people who get near her to pieces, it would all implode on them.
Should he tread carefully? Avoiding saying things that might set her off even more and send her spiraling? He doesn't know how close to the edge she is. Or should he be honest and let the consequences come what may?]
everyone is different.
none of us have the same lives
same baggage
same view of the world
same way everyone has lines.
what matters to us.
boundaries that if someone crosses we can't ignore.
ignoring them means we have to look inside
ask us what it means about ourselves
if who we are stacks up to who we want to be
some people will never get how you see things
because to them you can't just know it's bad.
you have to understand why it is.
i wish you did.
but i know you don't.
and maybe you can't right now.
and i've accepted it.
i wish it was different.
but i know who you are.
i know what you've done.
i want you in my life anyway
i made that choice.
but i can't look at an enforcer and trust them
because i know what enforcers do
enforce is just another word for oppress
they beat us down
they sell us out
they kill us
because to them it's like gardening
cutting out what they think is weeds to keep their prize flowers blooming
and they enjoy it
they probably even talk shit to each other about it
and if i heard an enforcer joke the way you do
make fun of hurting zaunites like that
i'd break their skull in
because that's my line now
but guess what?
back in zaun
my line wouldn't have included you.
because it couldn't.
things change.
people change.
you've been changing.
i see it all the time.
maybe they want to be where you're at
but they aren't
maybe they'll get there
maybe you'll get to where they are
maybe it won't happen
and you'll go do your own thing
and someone else will come along
and you'll be where each other needs to you be
all you can do
is keep living in the present
moving forward in the now
It's what he worried would happen. That Chizuru was too naïve and nice and innocent, giving Jinx a chance, but when Jinx didn't change fast enough, grind down all the jagged parts of herself that cut and stab and slice people who get near her to pieces, it would all implode on them.
Should he tread carefully? Avoiding saying things that might set her off even more and send her spiraling? He doesn't know how close to the edge she is. Or should he be honest and let the consequences come what may?]
everyone is different.
none of us have the same lives
same baggage
same view of the world
same way everyone has lines.
what matters to us.
boundaries that if someone crosses we can't ignore.
ignoring them means we have to look inside
ask us what it means about ourselves
if who we are stacks up to who we want to be
some people will never get how you see things
because to them you can't just know it's bad.
you have to understand why it is.
i wish you did.
but i know you don't.
and maybe you can't right now.
and i've accepted it.
i wish it was different.
but i know who you are.
i know what you've done.
i want you in my life anyway
i made that choice.
but i can't look at an enforcer and trust them
because i know what enforcers do
enforce is just another word for oppress
they beat us down
they sell us out
they kill us
because to them it's like gardening
cutting out what they think is weeds to keep their prize flowers blooming
and they enjoy it
they probably even talk shit to each other about it
and if i heard an enforcer joke the way you do
make fun of hurting zaunites like that
i'd break their skull in
because that's my line now
but guess what?
back in zaun
my line wouldn't have included you.
because it couldn't.
things change.
people change.
you've been changing.
i see it all the time.
maybe they want to be where you're at
but they aren't
maybe they'll get there
maybe you'll get to where they are
maybe it won't happen
and you'll go do your own thing
and someone else will come along
and you'll be where each other needs to you be
all you can do
is keep living in the present
moving forward in the now
( there's a bit of time until she replies back to this. and how twisted and messy that these words are coming from the person who she did had a crush on too? a person who also broke her heart unintentionally? it's like a weird double-whammy in a sense but... jinx really should get use to this kind of tragedy. it's downright laughable at this point (and yes, she had already hit that laugh-crying insanity phase already).
there's another slow respond coming from her; a big contrast to how fast she's been texting back. )
i dont think i want someone to come along anymore.
all this stupid mushy stuff about friendship and love and happiness. and joy...
it was stupid for me to think someone like me can have those things.
im better off w/ sticking with my weapons and...sit alone until this town does something whacky.
when it does, kill whatever is a threat, then when its over? just go back into the shadows until it happens again. maybe im suppose to live like that.
there's another slow respond coming from her; a big contrast to how fast she's been texting back. )
i dont think i want someone to come along anymore.
all this stupid mushy stuff about friendship and love and happiness. and joy...
it was stupid for me to think someone like me can have those things.
im better off w/ sticking with my weapons and...sit alone until this town does something whacky.
when it does, kill whatever is a threat, then when its over? just go back into the shadows until it happens again. maybe im suppose to live like that.
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