( there's a bit of time until she replies back to this. and how twisted and messy that these words are coming from the person who she did had a crush on too? a person who also broke her heart unintentionally? it's like a weird double-whammy in a sense but... jinx really should get use to this kind of tragedy. it's downright laughable at this point (and yes, she had already hit that laugh-crying insanity phase already).
there's another slow respond coming from her; a big contrast to how fast she's been texting back. )
i dont think i want someone to come along anymore. all this stupid mushy stuff about friendship and love and happiness. and joy...
it was stupid for me to think someone like me can have those things. im better off w/ sticking with my weapons and...sit alone until this town does something whacky. when it does, kill whatever is a threat, then when its over? just go back into the shadows until it happens again. maybe im suppose to live like that.
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there's another slow respond coming from her; a big contrast to how fast she's been texting back. )
i dont think i want someone to come along anymore.
all this stupid mushy stuff about friendship and love and happiness. and joy...
it was stupid for me to think someone like me can have those things.
im better off w/ sticking with my weapons and...sit alone until this town does something whacky.
when it does, kill whatever is a threat, then when its over? just go back into the shadows until it happens again. maybe im suppose to live like that.