what if one of those ppl is someone ure dating? or WERE dating?
what do u do when uve tried rly rly hard to show despite it all theres more to u? yea, u get a thrill from hurting ppl, killing, and mayhem. and u get its bad b/c ppl say it to u a million damn times. but... its just smth u rly cant help.
u cant help that ur brain gets so attracted to it and u enjoy it. its a feeling u cant rly stop and sometimes u dont want it to stop b/c it just feels nice. its like telling someone to stop gardening or stop reading a book u enjoy.
u try to show SUM control by not doing it, just... talk about it at least b/c what other way to feel it besides going out and kill the beasts around here?
so u think maybe. just maybe talking about it and hurting the monsters would be enough, but it isnt. its still off putting and scares off the person ure dating. even when u try ur damnest that u CAN be... loving and caring and... uve shown them that.
its like...no matter what u do, no one will like u b/c ure different.
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one of those ppl is someone ure dating?
or
WERE dating?
what do u do when uve tried rly rly hard to show despite it all theres more to u?
yea, u get a thrill from hurting ppl, killing, and mayhem. and u get its bad b/c ppl say it to u a million damn times. but... its just smth u rly cant help.
u cant help that ur brain gets so attracted to it and u enjoy it. its a feeling u cant rly stop and sometimes u dont want it to stop b/c it just feels nice. its like telling someone to stop gardening or stop reading a book u enjoy.
u try to show SUM control by not doing it, just... talk about it at least b/c what other way to feel it besides going out and kill the beasts around here?
so u think maybe. just maybe talking about it and hurting the monsters would be enough, but it isnt. its still off putting and scares off the person ure dating. even when u try ur damnest that u CAN be... loving and caring and... uve shown them that.
its like...no matter what u do, no one will like u b/c ure different.