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ekkoeffect) wrote2036-10-06 03:55 pm
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You mistimed your call but that's okay. I'll still get back to you. Leave me a message.
[BEEEEEP]
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You mistimed your call but that's okay. I'll still get back to you. Leave me a message.
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no.
[He types it in and sends it so quickly he hasn't even formulated everything else he wants to say. But he feels is deeply. Just no. It takes a bit more for the rest to come out.]
that's bullshit.
you have more friends around here than i do
maybe you haven't found the right person
or built up the right relationship yet
love ain't instant
it can take time
one failed relationship doesn't mean you never try again
never let anyone in again
you're not someone who gives up
don't give up on yourself
i'm not.
[He types it in and sends it so quickly he hasn't even formulated everything else he wants to say. But he feels is deeply. Just no. It takes a bit more for the rest to come out.]
that's bullshit.
you have more friends around here than i do
maybe you haven't found the right person
or built up the right relationship yet
love ain't instant
it can take time
one failed relationship doesn't mean you never try again
never let anyone in again
you're not someone who gives up
don't give up on yourself
i'm not.
Edited 2023-03-30 02:04 (UTC)
maybe i'm tired of telling myself to give up on you.
spent enough years doing it.
turns out giving up on your family sucks
even if they might deserve it.
and shit's different now.
this ain't zaun.
we have a chance here.
if there's no way we're going back
i want to take it
make something out of it
with you and vi.
it's not about you
it's for real selfish
i live in the now
make life mine whatever way i can
and i want that life with you in it
to do that i gotta accept you as you are
i know you can do better
be better
won't be easy but you can
when you're ready
but i accept you as you are now
and i'll see where things go from there
spent enough years doing it.
turns out giving up on your family sucks
even if they might deserve it.
and shit's different now.
this ain't zaun.
we have a chance here.
if there's no way we're going back
i want to take it
make something out of it
with you and vi.
it's not about you
it's for real selfish
i live in the now
make life mine whatever way i can
and i want that life with you in it
to do that i gotta accept you as you are
i know you can do better
be better
won't be easy but you can
when you're ready
but i accept you as you are now
and i'll see where things go from there
hah yeah.
i've had practice with this inspirational speech thing
works out best when you mean it
besides
i'm still being selfish
do you know the kind of faces vi makes when you're sad
not putting myself through that
i've had practice with this inspirational speech thing
works out best when you mean it
besides
i'm still being selfish
do you know the kind of faces vi makes when you're sad
not putting myself through that
not surprised.
you know she's gonna be all up in your business
trying to fix things
it's what she does
you know she's gonna be all up in your business
trying to fix things
it's what she does
yeaaaaaah.
sometimes i like it when shes smothery like this and sometimes i hate it.
( ... )
hypothetical question. if and i mean BIG IF.
i offered u a bond w/ me, would u be interested? not a blood bond but. a bond u can kind of turn on and off whenever u wanted.
sometimes i like it when shes smothery like this and sometimes i hate it.
( ... )
hypothetical question. if and i mean BIG IF.
i offered u a bond w/ me, would u be interested? not a blood bond but. a bond u can kind of turn on and off whenever u wanted.
[A bond? Blood bonds were something that left him Uneasy, especially the idea someone could be that up in your head with you. Ekko is more open and honest than he should be sometimes, doesn't try to hide himself, but that doesn't mean he wants someone that close. He's still working through his own feelings about being unwillingly dragged into other people's minds and dreams at night.
But that doesn't mean never, does it? Things can change. They keep changing.]
maybe.
not now i think.
want to have my own shit down first.
paleblood shit i mean.
but maybe later.
if it gives me a means of knowing if you need help
faster than an omni
But that doesn't mean never, does it? Things can change. They keep changing.]
maybe.
not now i think.
want to have my own shit down first.
paleblood shit i mean.
but maybe later.
if it gives me a means of knowing if you need help
faster than an omni
yea no i get it.
a blood bond isnt what i was talking about anyway.
see.
vi and i got this gift from a friend. rings.
and u can be in each other's head. know what we're thinking and all that.
we tried it one time and it rly rly freaked out vi
so we havent rly worn it since.
but u know. u kinda already know how my head goes w/o needing the ring. so idk. i was just throwing a thought that maybe u can handle it better?
AND itll prob fit u since vi has fat fingers and all that.
a blood bond isnt what i was talking about anyway.
see.
vi and i got this gift from a friend. rings.
and u can be in each other's head. know what we're thinking and all that.
we tried it one time and it rly rly freaked out vi
so we havent rly worn it since.
but u know. u kinda already know how my head goes w/o needing the ring. so idk. i was just throwing a thought that maybe u can handle it better?
AND itll prob fit u since vi has fat fingers and all that.
[Rings that let you in someone's head? That's kinda freaky. Not surprising something like that exists around here, but there's so many ways it could be used against someone. Stealing their secrets, forcing someone else into their mind when they don't want them.
And here Jinx is wanting to use them to make them closer, give them a bond. A bond they might not be able to control if it messed with the shit Ekko already has going on. But on the other hand...]
maybe.
paleblood does shit like that on its own
dreams, minds, visions
it pulls you into all of them
i can't really control it yet
we might not be able to turn it off like you think
you cool with that?
And here Jinx is wanting to use them to make them closer, give them a bond. A bond they might not be able to control if it messed with the shit Ekko already has going on. But on the other hand...]
maybe.
paleblood does shit like that on its own
dreams, minds, visions
it pulls you into all of them
i can't really control it yet
we might not be able to turn it off like you think
you cool with that?
now now, boy savior. dont be silly.
risk and danger is all I KNOW!!
wheres the fun w/o that? hmm hmm HMMMMMMMM?
but like u said.
dont have to be now.
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe later. besides. i still KINDA wanna dangle u over a shark tank from time to time.
and knowing U, u prob dont want me to think that way of u AT ALL if hypothetically we do this lil pinky promise bond.
risk and danger is all I KNOW!!
wheres the fun w/o that? hmm hmm HMMMMMMMM?
but like u said.
dont have to be now.
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe later. besides. i still KINDA wanna dangle u over a shark tank from time to time.
and knowing U, u prob dont want me to think that way of u AT ALL if hypothetically we do this lil pinky promise bond.
Edited 2023-03-30 04:29 (UTC)
sure
lets go with that.
no point rushing if neither of us is ready.
later.
we've got time.
lets go with that.
no point rushing if neither of us is ready.
later.
we've got time.
yeah yeah
i'll just wrack up you owing me favors
and use them for thank yous
i'll just wrack up you owing me favors
and use them for thank yous
just wait
you'll need my help with something
and i'll get those thank yous
you'll need my help with something
and i'll get those thank yous
yea srry boy savior but i DONT need help w/ getting my hair braided.
just like im not going to help twist urs.
but its cute to know u'll be sitting there wishing for smth that will never happen. every day ur disappointment will fulfill me with satisfaction.
just like im not going to help twist urs.
but its cute to know u'll be sitting there wishing for smth that will never happen. every day ur disappointment will fulfill me with satisfaction.
whatever you say
i know how this will go down
i don't need to do anything
it'll happen
i know how this will go down
i don't need to do anything
it'll happen
UUUUGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
here u go again w/ ur stupid
"I KNOW EVERYTHING. IM SOOOO SMART. I CAN PREDICT EVERYTHING"
blah blah blah me me me yak yak yak blarg and bloof bablafia.
this is why RIGHT HERE that i want to throw a monkey bomb STRAIGHT at ur face and have the cymbals SHUT that stupid wannabe know it all mouth. 😤😤😤
here u go again w/ ur stupid
"I KNOW EVERYTHING. IM SOOOO SMART. I CAN PREDICT EVERYTHING"
blah blah blah me me me yak yak yak blarg and bloof bablafia.
this is why RIGHT HERE that i want to throw a monkey bomb STRAIGHT at ur face and have the cymbals SHUT that stupid wannabe know it all mouth. 😤😤😤
Edited 2023-04-01 04:16 (UTC)
i don't know everything
but i know you
i bet i could tell you exactly what vi would do too
family's like that
but sure
go ahead and surprise me
you're good at that too
but i know you
i bet i could tell you exactly what vi would do too
family's like that
but sure
go ahead and surprise me
you're good at that too
( she's trying to find the right words for this, and also trying to keep her cursing to a minimum. it was just last month jinx told ekko she wouldn't need him for anything -- that the talk was the only use of him. and yet here she is, staring down at the blinking vertical line, a blank text box, and his username in the "TO:" column.
how does he always manage to do this? he says one thing, she says it'll never happen, and then it happens. it's so abnormal at times that jinx has had suspicions that maybe ekko was born with arcane talent, and just kept it under wraps. or maybe he's been a mage all this time and never told anyone. it would make sense since mages almost wiped out a race back in the fuddy-duddy days in runeterra.)
( either way, she's groaning and she flops back on her sister's bed that's annoyingly too big. her pinks are still very fixated to ekko's username before rising an optimistic shoulder. )
I could ask someone else?
( she says out loud to the dead air. like jinx is pressuring herself to look for another option. but then she frowns further -- slumping down the shoulder drastically. )
... No, it has to be him.
( her brows knit together as she whines; now behaving like a freaking two year old as she thrashes around on top of the bed with kicked legs. this is the most annoying enemy...(friend...frienemy?) she has ever had in her life!! with an overdramatic sigh, the teen finally sucks it all up and starts to type: )
U. i need u a favor.
and
dont
u
DARE
say
a fucking word.
how does he always manage to do this? he says one thing, she says it'll never happen, and then it happens. it's so abnormal at times that jinx has had suspicions that maybe ekko was born with arcane talent, and just kept it under wraps. or maybe he's been a mage all this time and never told anyone. it would make sense since mages almost wiped out a race back in the fuddy-duddy days in runeterra.)
( either way, she's groaning and she flops back on her sister's bed that's annoyingly too big. her pinks are still very fixated to ekko's username before rising an optimistic shoulder. )
I could ask someone else?
( she says out loud to the dead air. like jinx is pressuring herself to look for another option. but then she frowns further -- slumping down the shoulder drastically. )
... No, it has to be him.
( her brows knit together as she whines; now behaving like a freaking two year old as she thrashes around on top of the bed with kicked legs. this is the most annoying enemy...(friend...frienemy?) she has ever had in her life!! with an overdramatic sigh, the teen finally sucks it all up and starts to type: )
U. i need u a favor.
and
dont
u
DARE
say
a fucking word.
Edited 2023-04-10 15:25 (UTC)
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